I am in a funk. Have been for days. All of a sudden I've had to go to the doctors for various small but weird reasons. Which for me is totally out of character. I avoid going to doctors like the plague. Ha. Ha. I saw a doctor today and to put it bluntly, I don't think she knows what she is talking about. Like I went to medical school! But I don't have the warm, fuzzy feeling of relief that going to a doctor should give you. Instead I feel very frustrated and unlistened to. Is that a word? So now, another medicine and another appointment in 6 weeks. On top of a different doctor next week for something else. So all this funkiness has thrown my sewing way off, my blogging off, my house off, everything is off kilter. All I want to do is sit in front of the tv and eat nachos. I donate to relief causes and pray for people and countries, but this is my little world right now. And I know, I know, there are lots of people with far worse issues going on, life-threatening even, but this is my feeling right now. I can't help it.
I finally skimmed through some of my favorite blogs today (I haven't even been doing that) and I'm glad y'all are so productive. Even though it made me feel a little worse and guilty to see all that y'all are doing. I remember reading somewhere about blogging that it's not necessarily a good thing to make yourself write something everyday, that you should feel inspired to write and not write just for the sake of getting something on your blog. Do I feel inspired? No. But even when my sister is wondering why I haven't written on the blog or talked to her in days, I figured I needed to do something.
Waiting to leave funky land,
LaDonna
Don't worry, you'll come out of it. We all get in a Funk once in a while. Hope all goes well with the new meds and that you feel better soon. I'll keep you in my thoughts.
ReplyDeleteHope you are feeling better soon. In the meantime, go easy on yourself.
ReplyDeletehope you get your energy back soon, and yes I think Unlistened to is a word (although my spellcheck seems to disagree !LOL)
ReplyDeleteSometimes we need some time to sit and eat Nacho's and just re-charge our batteries! Relax and good luck~!
Sorry to hear you are down. You need to call your sister and have a good chat. I am sure that would make you feel better, even if only in the short term. If you are not happy with your doctor then get a second opinion. You know you best! Take care and please blog even if you just need to vent. When you are down you don't need to be alone! We still love you!
ReplyDeleteNachos are ALWAYS a good idea......cake, too! Feel better soon!
ReplyDeleteHi LaDonna,
ReplyDeleteI say don't stress over it and ride it out - you'll get back to normal soon. Sometimes to jump start the creative process I randomly google stuff, like: modern quilt, antique sampler quilt, etc. What ever kind of quilt you like or are interested in. It is a nice way to kill time and to get some ideas flowing!